How do people deal with death of their boyfriend
My boyfriend passed away last month in a road collision. I couldn't do anything for at least a week, all I could do was go from crying to being overly happy about our memories. Now over a month has passed and I've managed to get back to school and I'm trying to study for my a-level exams. I can't concentrate at all, he's all I think about- literally. I thought that id become a lot better in doing every day things by last week and I could interact and laugh with my friends for a bit. But I feel like it's hit me again, the shock and horror of the whole situation. It's come back again once I thought it had gone and I'm in pieces. So much stress is on my shoulders and I feel like I should have gotten over the hardest part now but it's just come back to me. Will I feel better in a month? Will it get worse? I have no idea, my moods are fluctuating from week to week and it feels never ending darkness without him.