Should I leave my husband
My husband and I have been married for 6 1/2 years we have 2 boys 3 and 6mths, My husband cheated, I left for 4 months when he asked me to come back I did. He said he had talked to someone about his problems and was ready to prove to me he was sorry. I went back and things were great for awhile... I got preganant with my 2nd son and was really sick. He started to act weird and I asked him about it he said everything was fine I had nothing to worry about. At 5 months preganant he told me he wanted me and the kids out. He said a lot of really hurtful mean things. At this point we were 4 weeks away from moving. I moved with him then he got deployed said he wanted me gone before he got back. During the deployment he called twice a day he had decided that he wantd to work things out. He is home now and I feel like he does just enough to keep me around or when he can tell that I am frustrated from workig full time and taking care of the house and kids he will help a little. I want to say it is not good enough I am trying so hard but I don't know if I can do this. I think he has hurt me too much. I am so scared to wake up and see he has hurt me again. I know I am not perfect and I have faults too. Part of me wants to just leave for awhile and live seprate, the other part says what if I leave then it is to late. I love him with all of my heart I just can't stand the wondering , who is he with who is he texting is there someone else again. Part of me is just so scared to be alone, I just lost my dad in Nov and I feel like my whole life is sprialing out of control. I don't know what to do if I'm coming or going. I am up for any advice. Thank you in advance for your help!